what does God think about me?

Not very long back
I asked a question to myself.
I asked what does God  think about me.
but i have mixed feelings
deep down inside i feel he must not like  me for the things i think and feel and do.
sometimes when things are going right am sure he must be happy
but then when i start to go wrong ,i get the impression that he is really disappointed or upset with me.
whats goes in his mind when he looks at me
Does this life pleases him
what Does God  think about me.
i wonder when God looks at me,what does he see.

I was in a hospital cafe and am reading a book and am on page 67
the  soft sunlight beam  striking on my head and face,
i thought of changing my place but something kept me sitting
like the one wanted to answer me now
All the voices around me fall,only your echos back

the words in my ears and mind surprised me
And gently i took a breath
Trying to focus my eyes
I hear him saying ,
every time i look at you i smile
my thought for you is always constant
i called you my child,and you  belong to my kingdom,
i see you crowned in  royalty
chosen,rescued,adopted, Honored
i see you warped in grace and love
i am sing a love song over you.
and i want to  hear back  from you i love you father, nothing elses
i want  to hear from you i love you father , nothing else
Every time i look down i smile ,i smile and i smile .
Where you go i will go with you,You don't have to  fear.
all the voices around me fall,only your echos back.


Oh My father my  heart is so much comforted.
When in this life hard time comes ,when am tired and i know i am fragile
 i will look to your word of comfort
You are so near.
I will know that am in your heart.
and will find my comfort in you
i will know what you are thinking about me.
your love comforts not condemns
your love is different, its unique
there is no one like you ,and there will be no one like you
am yours forever ,am yours forever .
yes am changed ,am changed

like this picture reminds me of your touch and care.
like you kiss me on my forehead  and am safe in your warm hands.
your one touch say it all.It says it all.

©Vandana Andrews