Now.

I feel like am trap in the same routine of life, nothing exciting happening, every moment is just passing by, and I know my potential,but still I am not giving my share. Am saturating .The shadow of my today is not what I want me to be ,I want to do something little different ,I want to change the road I have been traveling. Morning by morning my thoughts what I have kinda box in , hope that one day I will live those lost moments one by one , or should I just live it today and let my ignorance turn in awareness , oh I have come so, so much far and I think I have missed the main point ,I could not understand the beauty of now(present) and I crave for tomorrow which I have not even seen. My mistakes have been erased and I can't afford to write another, I want to be less confused about loving others. There  have been many people in my journey those  who stood by me ,helped me but now they are not near, I miss those  times which I called the best season of life, but deep down inside I know something is still moving,and its rampant ,nothing has gone to end. I can't bring the past back but I can once again live like a child who knew whats in her head , I have to try today the things I picture in my mind. I have to tell you how i feel about you , i have to reach out my hand of help now,i will wipe those tears off your cheeks now,i will touch the sick now,i will bring back the lost smile on your face now , i want to laugh now and i cant let this time take off my beauty of imagination. I can't bring the old back but I will let nothing change in my heart. I want to live now for you .

©Vandana Andrews