Lite as Air.

After 3 months am writing ,Life designed by the destiny was so busy, that I hardly had any time to sit and actually see what has been going around me.  I don't know if it is good or bad to be so busy that you don't even realise how day has come to pass. Ahh , well working in such a demanding institute , 36 hours of night shift, gaining experience, meeting hundreds of  outpatient in opd  and there were days when I really forgot I have a family too. I wanted to make the most of learning and doing my job the best  i can , being a good steward of what God calls me to be, Well it was intentional too. I am learning the art of working , being sincere to the institute, being hard working, reading books , gaining knowledge above all not on self understanding but Christ wisdom . I was working in gastroenterology department , we were a team of four doctors, mostly we deal with the case of chronic liver disease ( alcohol related) mostly from age of (24-60) HIV,  HBsAg, HCV , cryptogenic liver disease, upper gastrointestinal  bleed,IBS,IBD .In last past 3 months we had more that 100 of admissions and among them many survived and still under treatment, mostly who got admitted in early stages of disease had better prognosis than who presented latter,however there were many who were not very fortunate to make it, We have done exhaustive CPRs to bring them back to life ,but somethings sometimes doesn't work coz it's time has come to end. It's hard to see people fighting for there life, and we (doctors)fighting for there souls, but i know a few faces i will never see back, i have prayed for my patients , i have held their hands and told them to trust in lord, but not to each of them just few of them. Its simply a tragic moment when we walk of icu and have to explain the relatives that we lost your loved one, that feeling is disgusting , it's sad and exhausting.But we have to move on, we have to keep doing our job, There are moments when most of patients after all the procedures and management , survives the  critical Conditional in which they are brought  under us. Well I have learned to manage casualties and dreadful situations,learned a bit of technique how to pretend cool outside when am freaking inside of some emergency. I was working with passionate and knowledge mined people. I so delighted to work with them. However working in st. Stephens hospital was good. The day I gave my resignation I was already missing something .I was assign for 4 months of time. My first junior residency. Yeah so now am free for a week or so. Expecting my life to be lite as air, hoping for some real good time with friends and family till I go for my next exciting journey of winning lives.
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