Silly conflict.

Henry is in Satal, and I am here in Delhi.  This is for the first time we are miles apart, 1 year and 5 months of our marriage, we have never been this faraway, we always travel together, even for church ministry trips we always advance together, This time I could not make because my permission from hospital didn't get approved, I was very concerned with the feeling that I can't join Henry this time, it was hard for me to believe that Henry is going to Satal without me , I don't want him to go without me, because just the reflection of not nudging next to him blows me out. To not see his face for three full day will make me frantic. For a few days I was very unsettled, So why  Henry can't  drop his trip?  I was very infuriated and annoyed. I was mounting anger inside me. Then one evening I was sitting in my cabin and God asked why would you stop Henry?  I had no reasonable ground.
I Reached home and gave him a snug and was sorry for my nature.
He kissed me and Said I really want to go Satal, I want you to come with me, I have never explored hilly side of  north India by train, I want to endure it all, and I will miss you.
That while I could see how seriously he wants to go to the Church camp.
Thank God I didn't let my sentiment built in, I expressed what was on my heart and fix the conflict. Silly conflict.
He is now in Satal, and will be returning back on 8th May. I can't wait to see him.
Meanwhile, I am staying with my friend Ritti and Pink .
Am free, and am glad Henry is having an amazing time with church family and my nature is changed, am glad he is strengthening up his faith and that am not an hindrance in his walk with Christ. Am so proud of him and am glad I am happily married to my best friend.