Pursuit of purpose .

Hence I am going to write on a series named, secret piece of me, which has nothing to do with the movie secret life of Walter Mitty, but to be honest I love that movie. However he was also searching for something, his boss, latter which gives him a bigger picture of his life.

I believe searching your creator and finding him brings you to see the bigger picture of life, meaningful and sparking one. 

I guess we all  continuously searching for something, better job, better school, better education, better religion, better everything,  sometimes it's so confusing that we don't even really know what we searching for, sometimes you find sometimes you don't, and then we give up, looking then for something else, like an online shopping.

Like an old lady doing the same thing again and again, her face is full of wrinkles and she has no strength to speak a word, all she knows is the movement of her hand giving her daily bread.

Okay that was random. 

By definition : Search means , try to find something by looking or otherwise seeking carefully and throughly. Search is meant to be exciting, not dull or disappointing. 

Search for the right things. Definitely you will not go weary. 

Am writing this purely for my pursuit of purpose, in a fresh way,which is not fleeting but something I will  learn to live with. I sense a strong desire in me to write. And I sense that this desire somewhere will link me to remain in the purpose.

Alright, so here it goes.

At first it all start with changing of my heart.Am going to stick to the bible and find out the answers to questions ,also from the things around me which inspires me. I have decided to find out from the super Heros of bible and also real life heroes around me. What made them sure, determined, stay in there calling despite of hardships.

I will ask questions as I mentioned in my last blog about how to pursue purpose of life and how I can always live in that. My search will lead me to unexpected places and defiantly personal changes. 

So the scripture that is stuck to my mind, it's where God wants me to start is from 

Ezekiel 36:26

I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.

Isn't it amazing, that it all starts with ones heart.From a hard to soft heart. That's a process but I want a heart of flesh. Because a beating heart is everything that I need.

Pursuing a humble heart .God opposes the proud but favours the humble heart. 

Couple of month back Henry drew the similar picture, the heart of stone turinging into heart of flesh . 

I think what am learning is that only God can break/ change the heart of stone and can turn it into a heart Of flesh .

Inspired from Ezekiel 36:26

This weary, hard, dead heart.

Not sensitive to any cry.

Always building reputation.

Showing to others what's not true.

Breaking others hearts.

Not beating , all clogged with pride, jealousy,selfishness.

Always creating fake image.

Despite of seeing your goodness, never let it beat to your love.

How I forgot the day you saved me, from the ash you made me gold.

From my sins you saved me

On the cross you died for me.

From my mothers womb you kept me aside for you.

The grace that saved me got vanished and slowly faded with glow of the world, I was still your follower.

Doing my duty, but not remained in you.

My caretaker, my shepherd.

Here I am for second chance.

Coming back to the start.

Once saved always saved.

No good works, only your love.

Finding my true calling in you.

To remain in you.

Take my heart of stone and break it.

Turn it into the heart of flesh 

That beats for you. Pursuing a humble heart.

Where your anointing flows.

I see a heart of flesh beating for you.

Life,prosperity, blessing , milk and honey flowing through you.

I will remain in you .